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| Some things are changing in my life, I guess they call it growing up, but I think it is something more dangerous. We all know about the shit that happens to me. Well I have started dreaming again, but they are nightmares. This does not bode well for me, in fact I do not like it at all.
As for people I love, (I know usual topic right?) there is one girl, but she is not in my league. I do not think there will ever be anyone in my league. A league of my own. I hate it, but it is just another trial. I also figured out my anger is a trial I have to overcome.
I think the song in the video (it did not work) best describes how I feel about the girl right now. Oh and ignore the avatar video, it is the song that matters.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzpZfuSUfx8
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| So some things have changed since i last posted on here. I have a girl now, i like her, i am just not sure about how well its going to work. I think we are to different. IDK though, stranger things, right? At one point I was thinking about breaking up with said girl. My mom took offence, and kicked me out. I am sitting at my friend Zach's house. He is a really stand up guy. I just do not believe she picked my gf over me. But hey stranger things, right? There is one girl, she is hitting on me, she likes the same stuff I do. I am thinking maybe. But idk, I just started talking to her again. She wants me to go to the lake with her. Camp out there. Should be fun. But idk, stranger things, right? Anyway, it has just been Zach, Josh, and I mostly. Life is ok by other things. but you know what they say, strager things, right? | | |
| Well, I finally remembered my password. Thats a relief, cause I miss this thing. Even though people will never read this, cause no one ever uses Xanga anymore. LOL.
Yes thats right my faithful readers, TORNADOMAN IS BACK!!!
I think it is time for a status update on the life of JD.
Let us see. Since my last post, I have graduated high school, started collage, dropped out of collage (it was just to much to soon).
I also let a guy live with me, and he stabbed e in the back pretty hard. But I do not care. he is out of my life.
I have also found the girl I am going to marry. Now I know you have all heard this before, but trust me, this time it is different. I followed my gut. Not my mind. And when I asked her out, I just knew that this is how it is meant to work out.
I have also set my sights on a religion, finally. I think I am Wiccan. Yup Tornadoman is a wizard.
There is so much more that I could tell you. But I will keep the suspense going, giving you a little at a time.
Have a great week, see ya here next week for another round for your truly.
Tornadoman97 aka The Being Of Light
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| Hey there, how are you all? Well life got better, it turns out my
parents were not doing anything to me at all, a """friend""" was
manipulating me and making me think differently than I really do. But
he is gone now. And that is a good thing. Life is genneraly better, I
still do not have a girlfriend. But that may change soon, we will see.
I will write more here later. BYE!
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| So Saturday my parents told me that they were not going to feed me
anymore. My boss overworked me having me hold 12 maniquins for them
each for about 20 minutes. It may not seem like much but they are
heavy. Sunday I woke up to myself throwing up and they still made me go
in. I dont even think thats legal. But you see I always seem to forget,
while everyone else has a say in things and can effect the world I can
not. J.D. = no feelings.
Now I do not expect anyone to read this but you know, sometimes we need to say something.
There was a song by Blue Oyster Clut, Astronomy,
it was about a guy who was walking down a beach with a girl who was
getting married soon, and in the span of walking down the street he has
he convinced to marry him instead of the other guy. This is a reality
for me because I am always without fail the other guy. I cant find
anyone who cares. Have you ever been truly alone? I have. I am.
I still have alot of time left before me, but it makes me want to die
when I hear about someone being pissed because they havent been laid in
a day or two. i havent been laid in 9 months. NINE FUCKING MONTHS. Tell
me i should be pissed. People make me angrey. I can not help getting
angrey, its just natural. I hope you understand. Getting shit on all
the time and then getting pissed when people keep doing it. Would it
not be the same for you?
I think it would. My only friend in the world I can not see ever. He is
to far to go. I think its time for someone who the world hates to leave
forever. There is nowhere for me to go there is no place I will be
loved. I am alone in this world.
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